al7mdulla always and forever

here i'm a day before my pathology 2 exam .. exhausted .. missing my 1 month baby boy .. feeling empty without him around

I just wish I know how to manage my time, because I always seem to fail trying to .

I just wanna jump to the future and see my baby boy walking and talking and laughing

I really love him .. my life is complete with him.

Al7mdulla always and forever.

Orientation

Hi , well am feeling like I have to tell you guys some basis notes about me
Am  a 19 years old married medical student girl a sister to 7 siblings  , yeaa this is probably the most common way to describe my reality .. So you can imagine how my life looks like :).
Am not saying am not grateful for all the things I have but at some point it gets really really hard for me to get up every morning  to face this realty .
Life is hard you guys :/.